i miss you…
i miss you. i miss your good morning texts. i miss you’re cute compliments. i miss thinking someone cares. i miss you with all my heart & i’m almost positive you could care less. what gives you the right to act like i was your world if i wasn’t? what gave you the right to walk away with out a second thought? what gave you the fucking right to rip my world out from under me and torture me over & over again. if you really did think all the things you said, how did you have it in your heart to do this? was it really that easy to just seperate yourself? you can’t tell me after all of that you never felt anything. no way. no how. it just hurts. i hurt. so fucking bad
so i never EVER post about politics, but considering the only person who follows me on here is Emily i think i’m all set xD
rant timeeee
how fucking stupid could anybody be to look at what’s going on in our country & say obama’s a fucking super hero. he made America worse, not better. so he comes out & says he supports gay rights, yay. if satan came up & announced he loved gays you wouldn’t all suddenly be satanistic. not to mention he’s only saying this because re-elections are coming up. okay so the whole country is fucking stupid but it’s okay we can all just live on the street ~
i just want everything to go back to the way it was. i don’t know if that can happen, but that’s really what i want. this sucks.
god my whole life really sucks right now
- all my friends are fake bitches except for dan.
- my throat hurts :x
- stress because recital
- stress because SAT2
- all guys suck. i hate guys. i get put through so much shit & i’m trying to be smart & strong but i really don’t like it
- i realize ring has past so i technically can cut & it scares the shit out of me because now i have to reason not to.
that is honestly the most irritating thing ever. bitch please.
i just keep having so many mental break downs & just keep feeling so rejected. ugh.
can ring dance just happen already
i need to cutt
What is your motivation to recover?
to be completely honest i don’t have any & i don’t want to recover at this time.
my god. shut up. it’s all in your head.
crying because i have the awesome guy paying attention to me & all i want is you..i hate myself. i’m a dirty fucking whore.
